The Source-code of Consciousness
Objectives of
the Course (part of page 24)
Although we may feel that our individual problems are unique, they
are not. They are identical to everyone else's issues and problems
throughout the world, simply in a different form. The destructive
madness ensuing from the borders created by our learning constructs,
beliefs and patterns have perpetually plagued advancing civilizations.
Those learning borders have border guards, potentially creating an
environment for border wars. Humans have become expendable cannon
fodder in those wars. It is all a senseless waste of humankind and
resources.
The intent of this course is to experientially expose the 'how and
why' of existence. The 'how and why' cannot be held on to, it is experientially
known. This prevents your learning borders from coming into conflict
with border guards, circumventing border wars: note, circumventing,
not eliminating. The difference is important, which will become clearer
as you move through the course. Attempted elimination is duality encased.
Circumventing is duality synthesis. It clarifies later.
This course is not intended to create more ammunition to defend your
learning borders or to attack others. It is intended to unveil the
essence of your being. From that position, you can make an experientially
informed decision on the direction of your short physical existence.
Your life becomes immersed within that subjective experience, objectively
projecting your evolving reality into manifestation. Your once self-created
myopic vision has been freed of its self-containment. Your extended
vision contains no borders to inflame the borders of another, which
is circumvention and not elimination of borders.
You have been born within absolute freedom. It is your spirit birthright.
The learning borders, that you created or accepted on your journey
from physical life to physical death, are potentially both supportive
and entrapment. Separating one from the other reveals that they are
of the same substance. Or, the border is not the real problem. The
real problem initiates by how the borders are used and maintained.
This course has been designed to expose the self-created borders that
imprison your natural freedom, revealing the entity that imprisons
you there. When the prison is known, walking out of the open gate
is your responsibility.
The prison is your shadow-world. It creates a prison warden - the
deception or false 'I am' - that controls the prisoner, your true
self or your true 'I am'. The prison guards - the deceit - guard the
walls of the prison, preventing the prisoner from escaping, which
justifies and maintains the deception. It is a self-contained re-cycling
system. Getting out of prison is walking through the gateless-gate
with empty hands.
Individual consciousness
(part of page 49)
Individual consciousness is a reflection of Absolute Consciousness.
Reflection means a copy. Like seeing a reflection in a mirror, the
reflection is not the original, only a copy of the original. The original
creates the reflection by what it is, producing a copy that looks
like the original. The copy is impersonal, as it is a reflection,
but the reflection is in the likeness of original. It is the gift
of life, but that life must make personal what is impersonally embedded
within itself. If that life does not evolve its construction - make
personal its impersonal construction - it becomes a maladapted life,
creating its own consequences.
The original is infinitely eternal so the reflection is indestructible.
However, the indestructible copy to equally become eternal is required
to reflect or make personal its impersonal construction. This is achieved
by bringing its impersonally embedded nature to life, which is making
personal the impersonally embedded nature of The Good, within your
consciousness. The reflection then comes to life, or you have eternalized
consciousness by personalizing the impersonally embedded nature of
Absolute Consciousness. It is a choice, as no one anywhere coerces
you. There is support for your choice, but no coercion.
The reflection is impersonal, and to make the impersonal personal
a special addition has been added to turn likeness into sameness,
free will. It is the spirit pattern of free will that allows you to
make choices beyond an animal survival reaction, opening the doors
for internal perception of your own consciousness construction. It
is within this internal perception where free will brings to life
its construction, thereby creating the potential for eternalizing
individual consciousness. Or, ignores that internal perception by
allowing the shadow of your reality to capture and control that life.
The shadow then appears to have free will, and uses that free will
for its own survival. An imposter has hijacked the essence of your
existence, and controls that existence with ruthlessness. All pain,
sorrow and misery initiates with the arising of that imposter, and
potentially sets a course for eternal eradication. It is a choice,
as you have been given the gift of free will. If the gift is not used
to evolve what you are, it is taken as not wanted. Your indestructible
consciousness simply returns to its source, empty of any spirit-value
to maintain its existence as an entity.
Your inner-eye (part of
page 96)
Any internal visualization is referred to as using your inner-eye,
but what exactly is the inner-eye, where is it located and how does
it work? Knowing how it works exposes the major elements of consciousness.
Your inner screen where you observe your visualizations and dream
world or your inner-eye is the substance of your observer. How a picture
appears is that action of the resolution energy. That is the simple
answer, but understanding that answer is complex.
Your inner-eye is formed upon the substance of your observer. It is
your internal mirror or screen where your observer can witness what
the knower requests or projects. The use of the term mirror is framework
terminology, used to express the inexpressible. The mirror has been
formed from the concentration of the apparent darkness of the infinite
void. That darkness has been 'pulled together or concentrated' forming
a backing to the clear glass of infinity, creating a mirror for the
knower to see itself. This is the formation of consciousness out of
infinite primordial awareness. Primordial awareness exists in apparent
darkness, as light cannot see itself unless reflected. The substance
of primordial awareness is the mirror, the backing to the mirror and
the observer of what is reflected. What is reflected is the knower
seeing itself, its own substance, or what is displayed upon that substance.
What the knower requests is extracted out of observer-substance and
displayed upon it. This is self-awareness being used to witness its
own substance.
Your observer-substance is the impersonal aspect of consciousness,
as the personal aspect (the knower) has been extracted, leaving the
remainder as impersonal. The observer contains the totality of all
there is, minus the personal knower. This is the separation of primordial
awareness into an observer and knower as consciousness. Without that
separation nothing could ever be known, as primordial awareness is
infinite and cannot move. To be able to move, and see that movement,
it must be separate from its own infinity, and then it has borders
to move within itself. This movement is not consciousness movement,
as only your mind functions move, but the creation of borders allowing
that movement to occur.
How consciousness is formed out of primordial awareness reveals what
it is and how it functions, exposing what it contains. However, that
formation can only be appreciated by using framework terminology,
which is terminology that defines by representation and experientially
understood with the intuition.
Duality Integration (part
of page 134)
The duality of restriction and non-restriction is the grand duality
of evolution. Everything falls within one or the other, from one thought
to the united force of a nation. Restriction creates borders that
require defending or are used to attack. Non-restriction creates flexibility
of borders that can extend to accommodate the restrictive borders
of another. Restrictive borders are generally used as learning. How
that learning is held, applied and presented - with restriction or
non-restriction - creates the movement of life or its stagnation.
Your mind functions of intellect and memory are restrictive functions,
whilst imagination and intuition are non-restrictive mind functions.
When restrictive mind functions build or create and your non-restrictive
mind functions express or demonstrate, you have attained equanimity
of expression, balance or duality integration.
Duality integration feels whole, connected and centered. You neither
attack nor defend anything, as the duality is neutralized or eliminated,
creating a feeling of equanimity of compassion. Duality integration
is another process to eliminate the deception-shadow from your existence,
resulting in clarity of vision and freedom or liberation from the
debilitating conflict that that duality can create.
Duality integration has also been referred to as the middle way, but
the middle way if adopted and not knowingly realized is just another
duality. Duality integration or the middle way arises of its own accord:
it cannot be learnt. It is boundary free, as an expression of the
essence of the knowing. Being boundary free it is also conflict and
violence free, creating the potential for a civilization that is equally
conflict and violence free. The ultimate peace, security and continued
evolution of humanity are a reflection of each individual's experiential
duality integration, free of the deception-shadow.
Duality sets the stage to attract and create hooks, inducing or coercing
by the bait of incitement or seduction into one or other of the duality
ends.
The triple belief pattern
(part of page 141)
The belief-pattern (the deception) accepts, adopts or creates its
own beliefs or constructs, deceitfully maintaining that deception.
They all appear to intermingle as one, but are in fact three separate
beliefs. The original belief is the belief in the 'I am this or that'.
This is the knower believing in its own production, creating a knower-I
deception/deceit. That original belief contains all three beliefs:
the belief that a separate 'I' from the knower of consciousness created
the
production, the belief or trust in the production, establishing ownership
of that production, which is the third belief, or the deceit. The
belief in the ownership then maintains the original belief-pattern.
It is endless entrapment, and will remain that way until the day you
leave this earth plane of existence, unless you invest effort to release
yourself from that self-imposed imprisonment.
By removing the belief-deceit, the belief object can remain, but now
it will not cause problems anywhere within civilization, as the deceit
is what maintained the borders of a belief. Remove the deceit and
the energy expended maintaining the border's of a belief collapse,
collapsing the requirement for defending those borders or using them
to attack others. Remove the borders and equanimity of compassion
arises of its own accord. The sun (your embedded nature) will then
burn away the shadow, eliminating the veils covering your true nature
The split (part of
page 187)
Your existence as consciousness is non-biological and indestructible.
Understanding how consciousness is formed and functions creates insight
into your direction and purpose. Problems only arise when you believe,
and are trapped within biological mind function production, as you
take that production as what and who you are, ignoring consciousness.
The first step in remedying this misappropriation is gaining an intellectual
comprehension of pure consciousness and the functional operation of
all your mind functions, along with actively engaging in the awareness
meditation exercise. This allows you to witness, in real time, the
consequences of mind function control. This witnessing supports your
meditation practice, and that combination ultimately reveals consciousness
as never altering, whilst the mind functions rise and fall upon demand
and are in continually states of production alteration. When the separation
between mind and consciousness is seen as experientially true, you
may still be equally split between what pure consciousness, and what
the mind functions produce.
Seeing the separation and doing something about it are two different
worlds. Before experiencing the separation there is a unity of consciousness
and mind function use and its production. What your mind functions
produced is what you referenced and where. It was one solid unit.
After seeing the separation you feel split into two factions: pure
consciousness as observer-knower and mind function production. You
may have a difficult time appreciating the separation, but you know
it exists, and are split as which one to take as who and what you
are.
You may tend to lean toward pure consciousness, but every time one
of your subliminal patterns is hooked, you unknowingly are dragged
into the deceit of that pattern. The result is that you may or may
not recall where 'to stand', as you have two opposing factions operating
within the core of your existence.
One stand is referencing pure consciousness, where you can observe
all the movements of your mind functions, allowing the knower to guide
or direct their production within intellectual equanimity. Not control,
just guide or direct, as control is a deception game. Here is where
a good portion of all difficulties arise, control. Giving up control
goes against the grain of the majority of your internal patterns and
constructs. However, control initiates the shadow-world, as the shadow
demands control, which is in reality, the deceit controlling the deceptive
control.
Giving up control does not mean fatalistically just wandering about
your environment allowing the universe to guide your every step. Giving
up control is trusting your internal consciousness direction, and
you direct your mind production, but not control it. You may feel
this is once again hair-splitting, but feeling the operational difference
between control and direction allows you to experience true freedom
from mind production entrapment, which is enlightening. It simply
feels good, which is an actual feeling response or making personal
your impersonal consciousness construction, as its nature is formed
from The Good of Absolute Consciousness. Therefore, it simply feels
good. It may take time to experience the difference, but when you
do, you will know, and not just think you know.
The second stand is when you attempt to control the situation by referencing
mind function production, allowing your old subliminal patterns, beliefs
and constructs into the equation. This is very trying space to live
within, and it can take years to resolve the internal conflict it
creates, as you feel there is real 'I am' and a false 'I am'. It is
a struggle, as all your control is in fact the deceit controlling
you. Intellectually seeing and knowing the separation of consciousness
and mind and personally experiencing the separation are two separate
worlds. Intellectual appreciation will always result in referencing
with both the real and false 'I am'. Whilst experiencing it results
in absolute alignment with your true 'I am' and what it is aligned
with.
Defining your existence (part
of page 215)
From the very beginning of life on this planet, you move through various
stages of growth. However, rarely does that growth process come under
evaluation. It just seems to occur, as you grow older, adapting to
meet or withstand varying environmental and personal circumstances.
The problems and demands of living occupy a good percentage of your
time, leaving little to no space to evaluate your existence. Eventually,
sometime in your life that evaluation will become necessary, as all
those things that you tirelessly worked for or towards become an endlessly
cycle of more of the same. The recycling ultimately establishes a
sense of endless dissatisfaction that feels bottomless. When that
moment strikes, the first of the 4D's enters your life creating distress,
followed by despair and despondency, potentially leading into depression.
You may not be aware of why those states are attacking you, or you
may have an idea why, but cannot envisage any way out or around them.
It is at that moment where you are facing the greatest dilemma or
question of your existence, how do you define your existence, and
why?
Some respond to this sense of bottomless dissatisfaction with medication.
Others begin their search for answers through various religions, spiritual
teachings, books pertaining to their affliction and individuals that
provide any form of insight into their ongoing suffering. There are
highs and lows of learning, but the sense of dissatisfaction perpetually
returns, sometimes with greater strength. You experience a vacuum
existing within the core of your being, and anything you do to fill
that space ultimately empties, leaving the vacuum as demanding as
ever. It can be a trying, frustrating, devastating and seemingly endless
moment of your existence.
At the very core of the problem is a need for a definition for your
existence, providing direction, surety of purpose and a personal connection
that upholds the lot. The problem is that that definition cannot be
given or learnt. It must be experienced. The experience requires an
intellectual or spirit logic foundation, pointing in the direction
of that experience, providing you with an experiential opportunity.
The intellectual foundation requires one element to proceed, or it
simply will not work. That one element is trust. Your initial trust
must rely upon seeing your chosen intellectual framework as logical,
allowing the mind to accept the direction you have chosen without
endless struggles. This course provides one of those frameworks. There
are many more, and the choice of framework, to be effective, must
resonate with how you feel. If it feels right to you, use it. If not,
ignore it and try another. At the end of day, try you must. If you
do not the bottomless dissatisfaction can take you on the slippery-slide
combined with the 4 D's to create a living hell for you. When that
hell is upon you, medication will limit the hell, but not totally
remove it. The dissatisfaction energy, initiating the entire process,
is actually That Sense of Presence pointing at your choices in life,
revealing what those choices create. It is loving support, but experienced
as painful suffering.
Whatever process you resonate with, you must ultimately define your
existence, beginning with intellectual conclusions, and ending with
experiential confirmation. If the process you have chosen relies upon
rituals, dogma and doctrine to provide the intellectual conclusion,
but provides no avenue, beyond hope, to experience those conclusions,
the dissatisfaction will eventually come back to haunt you. You have
just changed into a new set of clothes, and those clothes eventually
wear out or thin. This in no way is intended to devalue or undermine
any ritual, dogma or doctrine. It is just pointing out that there
must be experiential evaluation, going hand in hand with all those
conclusions to make them truly effective.
Rituals provide an opportunity to express your innermost feelings,
and establish a sense of communion with whatever you envisage as your
creator source. They can create moments where it feels so intimately
personal, that you feel a direct contact with the creator essence
of existence. Rituals have immense value, but they can also become
stagnating traps. Repetition of rituals, without a personal connective
intimacy, can become superficial rites with little to no value. Non-intimate
ritual repetition can establish the very opposite of what it was designed
to create.
Rituals are intended to support a connective sense to your creator,
establishing a trust in the connection. However, repetition of rituals,
without establishing that sense of connection, can establish a sense
of fear. It may be subtle, but it is there. If the ritual becomes
more important than establishing a connective resonance to your creator,
fear will be discovered hiding somewhere within the ritualistic act.
This equally applies to ritual forms of prayer. The moment any sense
of fear enters a ritual, trust can never be discovered, and the value
of the ritual has been devalued to deception/deceit control.
No matter what process you use, defining your existence is the unseen
priority of your journey. The focus of the journey is normally dominated
by seeking a direction in life, and that direction may never have
been thoroughly thought out. Have you ever actually spent time developing
a direction? What is your motivation for that direction? What have
you done to fulfill that motivation and direction? How do you define
your existence and why? It may come as a surprise that your direction
may never have been clearly defined. Living can be a series of knee-jerk
reactions to existence, and your survival and security beyond work
related objectives, has no real long-term objective. It is easy to
appreciate that without clear work-related objectives, making a living
can be insecure and fragile. It is equally true with internal objectives.
Internal fragility is simply not having a long-term vision, resonating
with your consciousness construction.
At the end of the day, you will discover that all the intellectual
knowledge the world has to provide, will not dislodge the dissatisfaction
you may feel. However, one simple act of kindness instantly creates
a sense of wellbeing. It is a pointer.
The Gateless-gate (part
of page 241)
The gateless-gate is terminology from Zen Buddhist
literature. It is precise terminology describing seeing with the knower-I
deception-shadow and seeing after it has been sidestepped. When you
are standing on this side of the gateless-gate, you are witnessing
existence and manifestation from a knowledgeable or intellectual perspective.
Your intellectual understanding or conclusions can be absolutely correct
and accurate, but is missing experiential confirmation. Intellectual
knowing can take you up to the threshold of the gateless-gate and
there you will remain, as no one anywhere can pull, push or drag you
thorough it. Getting to the gateless-gate takes effort, getting through
it is effortless.
The only way to get through the gateless-gate is with absolutely empty
hands, as anything held prevents your passage. This is referencing
turning into alignment. When on the other side of the gateless-gate,
the gate no longer exists, and has never existed, making it gateless.
When you are on this side, the gate exists and is very real. The difference
in seeing is with or without the knower-I
deception/deceit: the difference of holding the shadow as real or
experiencing it as an unreal transient illusion. On the other side
of the gate, you see as pure observer-knower without the independent
'I' attached, empty-handed. As simple as this appears to be, you cannot
be taught or learn how to rid yourself of that independent 'I', as
the teaching or the learning becomes the barrier. You must experience
the difference by first learning how to be as pure observer-knower,
which various meditation practices can easily achieve.
It is simple awareness training. With the experiential knowledge of
what that awareness is - pure observer-knower - you are in a position
to see the independent-I arise and fall or you will experience the
purity of observer-knower by some exterior or interior sound or movement.
The vision difference is between the consistent permanence of pure
observer-knower and the transient coming and going of the independent-I.
It is seen in one brilliant moment of absolute stunning clarity. You
are then on the other side of the gateless-gate, and know it; the
experience confirms itself by the seeing. You can reread all those
confusing paradoxical stories that once were so baffling and see the
immense wisdom they contain: they are all straight, simple and factual.
You can see the absolute compassion of their construction and the
wisdom of not explaining them.
It does not end there, as it can take years to appreciate and come
to terms with that clarity. Eventually that clarity resolves itself.
You are then faced with an even greater challenge: what do you do
with what you know? From this point onwards, there are many divergent
choices. Whatever choice is made, how you live and express, is within
or from a developed experiential existence framework. Without a framework,
it is like someone giving you the tools to build a house, and then
you just sit there and wait for it to build itself or the universe
to build it for you, and many make that choice. The tools are a gift
containing their use in potential, not demanding their use, just in
potential. The use is your choice.
An experiential framework is just that, it is experiential, containing
the purity of your observer-knower of consciousness: where it comes
from, where it is moving towards, and how and why you are it, with
the 'how' containing the 'why'. That is the framework and it is personally
experiential. The entire process begins with an intellectual appreciation
of the shadow-world of your existence. The unveiling power, when experientially
discovered, always points in the correct direction. You simply have
to follow the pointing. If you take the pointing as what it is, you
have missed the point of the experience. The pointing is impersonal
potential; the use makes it personal. When made personal, the impersonal
potential is equally seen and known as personal, and that is the point.
That is the discovery of a personal Presence beyond your own, existing
within your own consciousness. It is personal, confirming and its
home.
Experiencing the end as a beginning (part
of page 266)
Sometime within your existence, you will require
some form of confirmation that your life is not just a transient experience,
with nothingness to follow. Whatever process you adopt to realize
that experience will always be experiencing the reality of consciousness,
as what your existence is. When realized, you will witness how you
fragmented your life, without being aware of the damage that fragmentation
created. The fragmentation will be absorbed and neutralized by that
experience, creating a singly directed life, and the difference will
always astound you.
Living upon this tiny planet is but a passing moment within your existence.
The truth of that statement can be intellectually appreciated, but
experiencing that reality opens the door to a wider vision of existence
that you may once have believed impossible. It is possible, and that
experience is waiting for every individual who has the courage, determination
and tenacity to reach for it. It does take courage, determination
and tenacity, as the world is ruled by deceit, binding you within
itself. That deceit will not just roll over and disappear without
effort. The effort is learning to witness the deceit in action. When
that event occurs, it strengths your determination and tenacity to
remove that false ruler from your life, which is the beginning of
the end for deceit control.
The end of that journey will reveal the purity of consciousness, which
is also your beginning. The circle is complete and you live within
the essence of that circle, as an indestructible consciousness that
has eternalized its own existence. It is a journey, and is one that
you actively participate within or not. You have free will to do either.
That free will choice will not be imposed upon or coerced, in any
manner, to choice life over ongoing destructive entrapment. It perpetually
remains your choice.
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